This was on an old mix tape i should have taken better care of, it was perfectly crafted.
I find myself in the mad fantasy that memories create Dream you strong and wise, soft and warm. Myself, damningly articulate I say my peace.
Hot and tacky
Dissolving into the world
A spat out half sucked humbug
Flabby
Hocked up into the pavement
Panicking formless
luckless, pre chewed drop out
gob glazed
beyond all recognition
a mess
ironically trashy
frustrated chaos dreaming of impossible order
free and possesionless
poor and homeless
I’m lonely,
you’ve been warned.
The Writer, Reading Back.
I can see past the end of my nose, your nose begins proud. Spuriously defining every thing to be everything at once, At once each a thing to be every of. Indefinate Jive. Non committal, Vague un doings of all. Heart felt and not ungratefully received, you’re beautiful and all. I mean it. Think without forgetting to exist. Feining stupidity complicatedly, Admittedly. Is that noble? Is it endearing for either of us to be uncommunicable. “I’m confused” So Introverted you can see a light at the end you talk out of. You’re a gentleman. Lets not be polite, Take it. Im harsh and cold and undeserving arnt i? Face to face I get claustrophobic. Bitter bad apple. Spiteful little campfire. Giving nothing back. Knowing silence well. Limp tongued when the beans spill. Dry eyed though split sore. I’m just like you, But quiet with it. In Transience Love goes: Fascination – irritation, eventually accustomed to the point of sentiment and nostalgia. Now what? Boredom? I don’t believe that truly. Cynicism , the real fault of character is mine. Love goes. Still It could swing both ways, Historicly standing strong, Or ruined in anothers regrets, Or Inevitably sensationalised, Or at Peacemeal rest, Or Remembering, Over grown, Obscured treaties, lost adventures, Or Glazing over in wait for deaths rescue. When I finally find a wording to answer you I cant bear the odds you’ll say “why” I am just like you But quiet with it.